Saturday March 12, 2016

Saturday March 12, 2016

Good afternoon all. I wanted to go to the gym today but knew I needed a break. I will be back at the gym on Monday. I cleaned instead and have been drawing pictures. I will post the pictures I drew sometime today. I am debating going to Michaels tonight and also Walmart. Okay now for the bad news. My Ex Guy Friend who has been emotionally and verbally abusive towards me thinks he has the right to try to send me messages on Facebook. Well he doesn’t have that right. I almost want to start talking to him again after reading the messages he sent me but I have to stay strong and not talk to him because I am not going to allow him back into my life after he hurt me for 7 years. I am through him and he has to understand that. We will never ever be friends again. I like the freedom of not having to respond to emails and not have my fingers shaking with nerves when talking to him on the internet because he has sent me emails that have really upset me or said things that have really upset me. I like the freedom of not having negativity and anger dumped onto me. I like the feeling of not being someone else’s dumping bag. So I will never allow him back into my life.

 

 

Friday March 11th, 2016

Good Morning All. Today I am feeling better. I will blog more later but at the moment I have to go out and deliver newspapers. Okay so I have just been hanging out at my place all day. I have been cleaning and packing. I decided to take a break from the gym today as well

Goals

Goals

 



Box In A Boxing Fight In The Ring
Learn How To Play The Guitar
Learn How To Play The Ukulele
Run In A Marathon

Thursday March 10, 2016

Thursday March 10, 2016

 

Good Afternoon All. I hope you are all well and enjoying your day. Today was my final day at practicum in training to be an Education Assistant. On my final day of practicum I walked to m practicum and saw a rainbow. You don’t see rainbows very often so seeing a rainbow in the sky was a treat for me. I don’t know if it was the religious part coming out of me but I took seeing the rainbow as a sign from God that I have made the right decision to withdraw from my practicum course at this time in my life. I also felt that the rain falling down were tears from God falling down from the sky. I made the decision to withdraw from my practicum class because I didn’t feel as if I was making any progress at practicum. I felt ill all day. My stomach has been bothering me and so has my head. My insides are hurting, I am feeling crappy and I feel like crying and letting tears fall down my face. I am positive I am just feeling ill as not completing practicum is devastating to me. On the bright side I know that I have to grow up and stop fooling around with more schooling. I need to get my career started and find a new apartment. Well I have to finish drinking my coffee and then I am heading to the gym, Tonight is Boxing Class and then Kickboxing Class. I almost feel like only taking part in Kickboxing Class Tonight and not Boxing Class but I have not decided yet. Okay so I am missing Boxing Class Tonight. I just can’t force myself go to Boxing Class and pretend that everything is okay. But I will force myself to go to Kickboxing Class. One thing that is annoying right now is that I can’t seem to get the upper cuts to become second nature as of yet. I’ve been Boxing for a year and upper cuts are still difficult for me. Well I am going to have to change that and work on becoming a pro at upper cuts.  Okay well I made it to Kickboxing class and I also took part in Systema Class. I do wish I had taken part in Boxing class. Also I ran on the treadmill for 7 minutes today. This evening at the gym my knee felt good.

March 9, 2016

Wednesday March 9, 2016

I don’t know what is wrong with me but these days when I talk to my mom on the phone she seems so critical and she makes me feel so low and down. I just am not enjoying talking to her on the phone anymore at the moment. I wish I were strong enough to take a years break from contacting her. Okay so some other news to share is that I am withdrawing from practicum. I am not seeing any progress and just need a job and need to be working instead. I also went to the gym and took part in Boxing Class today. Okay that's all to write.

Completed Goals

Creating A Family Portrait Acrylic Painting
Creating An Outdoors Acrylic Painting Of Bella Coola
Creating Watercolor Paintings
Knitting Arm Warmers
Knitting A Balaclava
Knitting A Blanket
Knitting A Classic Sweater
Knitting A Doll
Knitting A Monkey
Knitting Berets And Scarves
Knitting Cable Toques
Knitting Classic Toques
Knitting Mittens
Knitting Shaker Toques
Knitting Socks
Knitting Toques
Knitting Vertigo Toques
Learning How To Crochet Toques
Learning How To Knit
Learning How To Spool Knit
Playing The Clarinet
Self Publishing A Book Of Poems
Self Publishing A Book Of Short Stories
Sewing A Dress

Monday March 7, 2016

Monday March 7, 2016

Good Afternoon All. So my plans for today was to do laundry and then go to practicum. Well those plans changed. I put my laundry into the washing machine at 9am this morning. And then my laundry was in the dryer at 10am this morning. It only takes about an hour for my clothes to dry but unfortunately my clothes didn’t dry as the dryer isn’t working. So I didn’t make it to practicum and now I am sitting in a Laundromat while my clothes are drying. I am hoping that I make it to both conditioning class and boxing class at the gym tonight. I also have to look for apartments and apply for jobs. Okay that is all for now. Okay so actually I have more to write and tell you all about. Okay so tonight I have to compile a list of famous women for International Women's Day which is tomorrow. This week or next week my plan is to pick up a bit of yarn and slowly get back into knitting. I want to knit a new sweater. okay that is all to write for now. Okay so actually I am not going to go and pick up more yarn for knitting as I would feel horrible that I didn't make it to my goal of not knitting for at least a year.