Thursday March 10, 2016
Good Afternoon All. I hope you are all well and
enjoying your day. Today was my final day at practicum in training to be an
Education Assistant. On my final day of practicum I walked to m practicum and
saw a rainbow. You don’t see rainbows very often so seeing a rainbow in the sky
was a treat for me. I don’t know if it was the religious part coming out of me
but I took seeing the rainbow as a sign from God that I have made the right
decision to withdraw from my practicum course at this time in my life. I also
felt that the rain falling down were tears from God falling down from the sky. I
made the decision to withdraw from my practicum class because I didn’t feel as
if I was making any progress at practicum. I felt ill all day. My stomach has
been bothering me and so has my head. My insides are hurting, I am feeling
crappy and I feel like crying and letting tears fall down my face. I am
positive I am just feeling ill as not completing practicum is devastating to
me. On the bright side I know that I have to grow up and stop fooling around
with more schooling. I need to get my career started and find a new apartment. Well
I have to finish drinking my coffee and then I am heading to the gym, Tonight
is Boxing Class and then Kickboxing Class. I almost feel like only taking part
in Kickboxing Class Tonight and not Boxing Class but I have not decided yet.
Okay so I am missing Boxing Class Tonight. I just can’t force myself go to
Boxing Class and pretend that everything is okay. But I will force myself to go
to Kickboxing Class. One thing that is annoying right now is that I can’t seem
to get the upper cuts to become second nature as of yet. I’ve been Boxing for a
year and upper cuts are still difficult for me. Well I am going to have to
change that and work on becoming a pro at upper cuts. Okay well I made it to Kickboxing class and I also took part in Systema Class. I do wish I had taken part in Boxing class. Also I ran on the treadmill for 7 minutes today. This evening at the gym my knee felt good.
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