Tired

I am tired of trying to be somebody I am not.

I am tired of trying to make it as a writer. I am tired of trying to make it in the arts, crafts and textiles field. I am tired of trying to have an interest in musical instruments.

I am tired of trying to take other peoples interests like family members interests and make them my own.

I want to start carving my own path in the world and not try to be like my family or look towards my family for inspiration. I don’t want to ask my family about their thoughts anymore.

I want to make my own decisions. And again I want to start carving my own path in the world even though their might be struggles along the way.